Now for something completely different... We are in the process of moving back to Hawaii, so I don’t have the time to continue on the series about Wagner’s influence right now. Instead, you will find below something I put together several years ago showing the parallels between the lives of Richard Wagner and the “gonzo” writer Hunter S. Thompson. Though I don’t believe in reincarnation as Wagner did, so striking are the similarities between the men that I like to imagine that Wagner came back as Thompson, and boy was he pissed.1
Wagner: Love the Music: Love the Man.
Tuesday, July 8, 2025
Saturday, April 1, 2023
Introduction
In 2013, the 200th anniversary of Richard Wagner’s birth, I launched a blog called Wagner Tripping. Subtitled In search of ecstasy, perspective, and dissonance resolution in the composer’s bicentennial birth year, it began—as the title hints—with a personal story: how I came to Wagner through opera, through passion, and, yes, through LSD.
This project is now being updated. I’m fixing broken links, bad fonts, typos, and grammar, and making sure the footnotes and references actually work. I’m also weaving in new material, but the core structure remains the same—eight sections that build toward a conclusion, followed by a set of appendices with supplemental material. Each section can stand alone, but I’ve arranged them to build a cumulative argument.
Here’s the map:
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Wagner’s Musical Effects – Why his music is so emotionally powerful.
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The Character Assassination of Richard Wagner – A look at his personality, to sort justified criticism from caricature.
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Wagner’s Anti-Semitism – Explored in historical and psychological context, including broader reflections on the roots of prejudice.
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His Abnormal Mind – Enough said.
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His Cultural Influence – Immense, strange, and still unfolding.
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A Feminist Critique of the Feminist Critique – Yes, that’s what I mean.
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Wagner and Hunter S. Thompson – Parallel lives, a century apart.
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Conclusion – Reclaiming Wagner as a full and remarkable human being.
This is not an academic blog, but I’ve done a lot of reading, listening, and thinking over the years. I’m especially writing for those who say, “I love Wagner’s music but I hate him.” To me, that’s a nonsensical position. Wagner’s music was a window into his soul—he was bound to it in a way unique among opera composers. That’s the case I’ll be making across these posts.
My journey with Wagner began on a road trip to see my first Ring Cycle in Seattle in 2001. While driving, random thoughts about him kept bubbling up, and I scribbled them down at rest stops or red lights. (Not the safest method, I’ll admit, but I kept my eyes on the road—though my handwriting paid the price.) Since then, Wagner has continued to accompany me—especially on long journeys, though these days I’m more likely to fly.
When I first encountered Wagner’s music, I assumed that anyone who could write such profound and beautiful work must be, in some sense, a profound and beautiful person. Then I started reading. What a letdown! “A monster,” “a dreadful human being,” “arrogant, dishonest, jealous, hypocritical, racist, sexist, and passionately anti-Semitic.” Was he really that bad?
After years of reflection, my answer is: no, not remotely. What we’ve inherited is a flattened, negative caricature—stripped of context and complexity. That’s what I try to correct in Section Two.
This blog was born from my frustration with the way Wagner has been treated—often with intellectual laziness, distortion, or just plain meanness. Some criticisms are fair. Many are not. And very few make any serious effort to understand the man in his own time or on his own terms.
Today, you don’t get credit for writing a fair or balanced book about Wagner. (Yes, I used that phrase long before Fox News co-opted it, and no, I won’t give it up.) Anything short of condemnation is dismissed as an “apology,” as if striving for perspective were a moral failing. That’s absurd. Historical clarity isn’t exoneration. It’s just honesty—and Wagner deserves at least that.
In my final post of the original blog, I tried to bring it all together—to reclaim Wagner not as a saint, but as a full, brilliant, flawed, fascinating human being. I’m very glad he was born 200 years ago, and I hope this updated blog helps others see why.
Friday, March 31, 2023
Preface
Chapter 1: Happy New Year’s Day!
And—far more important to me—Happy Wagner Bicentennial Birth Year!
Now, this probably isn’t a momentous occasion for most people—neither Wagner’s bicentennial nor this blog. I’d guess that, in the United States, the vast majority of people know very little about Wagner and virtually nothing about his music—aside from a few cartoonish snippets. (Cue: Kill the wabbit!)
In short, most people couldn’t care less. He’s not their cup of tea, they assume—wrongly, in many cases. Then there are the more aggressive types: those who actively loathe Wagner and would rather see him flushed down the cultural cesspool, usually without knowing much about him or his music. I find that… irritating.
I love Wagner’s music. He is, without question, the musical love of my life—and that realization struck me like a thunderbolt. But I’m not in the “love the music, hate the man” camp. I actually like Wagner the man, warts and all.
How can I say that about someone often described as a monster?
Well, that’s one of the reasons I’m writing this blog. There’s no quick answer that does the question justice—at least none that have ever come to my mind.
I’ve been intending to write about Wagner since 2001. Originally, I imagined it as a book—before blogging was even a thing. But a blog makes more sense anyway. I can include links to music, performances, essays, and other material. My original plan was to start writing upon my retirement in 2007 and finish in 2013 to coincide with Wagner’s 200th birthday.
But life—and, to be honest, laziness—got in the way. So I decided: I’ll just put out what I can in 2013, and that’ll be that.
My intent in this blog is not to censor myself—much. Christopher Hitchens, paraphrasing Nadine Gordimer, once wrote: “A serious person should try to write posthumously… One should compose as if the usual constraints—of fashion, commerce, self-censorship, public and especially intellectual opinion—did not operate.” That’s my aim.
Even if it’s embarrassing when I talk about sex and Wagner. Even if I feel ambivalent about revealing—or maybe even reveling in—felonious behavior. For the record: I’m not a scholar. (Yes, I worked at a university—but as a maintenance person. I plunged scholars’ toilets.)
I don’t read music. I can’t tell a sharp from a flat. I don’t play an instrument. I can’t sing. And I grew up hating classical music. In other words: I’m exactly the kind of person Wagner was writing for. (I’ll come back to that in a future post.)
Because this blog has no academic pretensions, I’ll be speaking plainly. I don’t plan to mince words. There will be the occasional—okay, maybe regular—vulgarity. Because frankly, so much surrounding Wagner can only be called bullshit. No other word fits.
That said, don’t mistake informality for unreliability. I care deeply about truth and fairness. If you’re going to make a controversial claim, you damn well better back it up. If you can’t—or won’t—then you shouldn’t say it. I’m not from Missouri, but I should be.
If you ever believe I’ve failed to support something properly, let me know—I’ll track it down like a pig after truffles. Or retract it if I can’t. I’ll use real footnotes. And links. Sometimes links as footnotes.
So let my little personal celebration—and long, winding reflection—on Wagner begin.
Sunday, January 1, 2023
Musical effects, Part 1: Intro and leitmotifs
So just what is it about Wagner's music?
Wagner himself didn't like the term and called them “motifs of memory,” which works well. One of leading expert of Wagner's system, Derek Cooke, called them “melodic moments of feeling,” which also works. Cooke put together this analysis (originally for the BBC) with musical examples on the principal motifs and their development. It is both easy to listen to and yet extraordinarily complex if you are interested in Wagner's system. And here is a fun video from the '90s with Hugh Downs as the host that is a simple primer on Wagner's use of leitmotifs. If you want to explore the motifs of The Ring, this is a good site. While they existed before Wagner, he certainly used them in a unprecedented, and much more thoroughgoing, way than anyone before him.
Saturday, December 31, 2022
Musical Effects, part 2: Mind-meld
Thursday, December 29, 2022
Wagner's Musical Effects, Part 3: Ecstasy
I love this picture as it clearly captures not only the ecstasy Phil felt, but also that of the entire crowd. They were feeling exactly what Phil was feeling at that moment in time—magnificent relief and pure unadulterated joy. It was such a wonderful moment. I'm not even a big golf fan, but I did at home exactly what everyone else did at the tournament—which was to throw up my arms and yell “yes!”—because he had been denied this victory for such a long time.
Music of this greatness is a directly felt experience as profound as any that it is possible for us to have.
- I hope Phil Mickelson loses badly from now on. I hate whiny, rich guys. As a Californian, all I can say is good riddance.
- Our dog, Ziggy, is named after Sieglinde from Die Walküre and does respond to her full name. We didn't spell it Siegy because no one would know how to pronounce it.
- I had found my musical examples for this post by just trolling through Youtube, seeing who had a version I liked. I had never heard Jessye Norman sing any Wagner, but thought she did a great job with these musical moments. While I was working on this post, Leslie was shopping. About an hour after I found those clips, she came home with a VHS collection of a New York Met Der Ring des Nibelungen for $8 from the Goodwill with Jessye Norman as Sieglinde (the same one as the two clips). Cool happenstance.
Wednesday, December 28, 2022
Wagner's Musical Effects 4: Loud, Long, and Boring?
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| His reputation in one graphic by André Gill, 1869: his music assaults the ear. |
- Those who think, or assume, he is loud, long and boring and avoid his works. Many of those people, of course, have barely listened, knowing his work only through popular culture. If they are convinced to try an opera of his, trust me, they will not like it.
- Those who have listened and do appreciate him in limited amounts. Rossini speaks for these people with his famous quote: “Monsieur Wagner a de beaux moments, mais de mauvais quart d'heures.” (English translation: Mister Wagner has some good moments, but some bad quarter of hours.) By the way, it is usually translated as “awful quarter of hours!”, which is the translator inserting editorial content via a word change and added exclamation point. My French professor confirmed that this isn't a translation that should be made. Those “bad quarter of hours” were in reference to the Wagner monologues—or, occasionally, duologues—that are at the emotional heart of his music dramas, as I described in my three musical effects posts, particularly this one.
- The folks who love Wagner’s rich and beautiful orchestration—“the good moments”—but also the deep emotions that come only from opening your heart to those “bad quarter of hours.” The conductor James Levine was asked about these monologues: “I'm crazy about them. I can always feel, as the orchestra settles down and Woton begins the monologue in the second act of Walküre, you can hear all the people who were dragged to the performances turning off and all the Wagnerites turning on.”

